My own life'I can live freely'

My own life it is not of other.Its only mine I can freely enjoy it.I can do everything on it.Its my one of dear thing which I got it without any labour,without more struggle and without any cost of mine .I start to feel it since I start to understand the world around me.Anyone can not do anything with it i have full of full right on it i can do what i think and what i want to do with it.I can do freely.
But today's people dont cares my feelings, not people my parents my relatives do not care on it.Why I cant live freely, my mamma(mummy) says that 'dear we all care on u so much'.They cares my body gently they dont cares my feelings.One day I said to her I wanna to go picnic with my friends.Oh friends girl or.... I stop her.Not mom I will not go.I share my everything with my parents why dont they believe me.Why I always feel shy.Why present teenager people reach on suicide period.people cares on them more.They want to fly on sky with bird Parents want to make geological engineering.
Why I cant be what I want to be.Why my hands are tie on the others sound.Why I cant to do what others do why can I cant do what comes on my mind.Its my one life'I can live freely'.Its my right.